A glimmer of excitement!

Tonight Emily's dad shared his thoughts about possibly having a child afterall. I felt my heart skip and leap in complete excitement! I think I blabbered complete nonesense though following, as I felt like a jiberishly speaking whatnot. And then came the legalities, and I feel I spoke overwhelmingly :( I'm glad he has a good mind and stands on his own solid ground.

I'm also glad he shared his feelings tonight. Right after he messaged and I was swirling in complete joy, one friend/agency messaged asking if I had looked over the couple's profile she sent me. This was following more talk from another agency/matching place for the IFs, and being contacted by another couple.

As these potential couples sat there these last few days, I felt disappointment. I also felt hesitant. What if I went to work with one couple and Emily's dad decided to start sooner afterall? Emily's dad means the world to me, and it would please me to no end to be able to help bring his child here to him. What a dream, in so many ways.

The possibility has me squeeling in excitement inside, but the time to do backflips hasn't come yet. Emily's dad is smart, and he is being careful with is decision on becoming a full-time parent. I am excited to see what he decides in the end. For now though, it is nice to hold the possibility of helping a very dear friend. I suppose I am not looking elsewhere anymore.... and my heart is just fine with that :)