That imaginary 2nd line....

The invisible line.

It's the taunting line that no one else is really going to see, but as you look at a clearly negative test it flashes the possibility.  You think for a moment you see that second line.

This problem is quadruple-fold with surro-eyes, that doesn't just take one glance at face value.  The thing has to be held up to every light imaginable, turned sideways, unfocus eyes, and swear that if you stand on one arm and look at the test cross-eyes while twirling your left toe clockwise you'll see a true second line.

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This morning I took a test.  No real logical reason really.  It's only been 7-days since I insemmed, with the hope that I was ovulating [again... I think, possibly, hopefully].  Even if it did work, the chance of seeing a positive was near zero.... but then again, it was possible..... and I just had to try.

Turning it the other direction always helps, lol

I swear it's there... I think... for a moment anyway, and when I swear I don't see it I suddenly do, and then it's gone again.... I think... but then it's there.

I carried that poor stick around with me all day, thinking that each new time I took it out to look at it I MAY POSSIBLY see that second so-hoped-for line, and each time I went through the above all over again.  Even while typing this entry I checked in three more times, holding it WAY up close to the hallway light.

Do you see it?  The possible imaginary 2nd line?  Maybe your eyes are playing tricks on you as well if you do!  Did you move your head around, side to side, up and down, and move in closer to the computer screen to try to look at it from different angles as well? :)